help i am being repressed!
YES,
i feel this way - i feel like two people - i need two lives right now - a lover and another...but the lover knows of the other the other does not know of the lover - the lover must remain a secret - but the lover wants to shout his lust for me aloud...if the other discovers the lover i will be devastated - but i need the lover and the other both - what a dilemma...what a disaster...lust or love - i need both - in secret.